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16:21 Aug 28 2006
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i have so many things to do so much to say and no time to do it i am afraid and very confussed i thought i was ready and now im unsure i jsut dont know what to do

19:45 Aug 11 2006
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Ya know its fucked up when your having a bad day and it just keeps getting worse and eventually you would think someone would try to cheer you up show affection or something but instead ignore you and make it worse i hate that i just hate today and it just keeps getting worse all i wanna do is cry and i just want to be held or something but i just feel so fucking miserable not that it matters ill just stuff this deep down like i do everything else because god forbid i have a bad day and try to talk about it or feel better it just makes everyone around me act like assholes when i have a bad day so im just trying to keep quite because i know that i can easily start a fight today and i dont have the patience for it i want something but i dont know what and i hate that too .. on another level of bitching i hate when members of my family call when i flat out tell them look im having a shitty day so im sorry if im a lil short with you and then bitch and lecture about shit that they dont even know about im just so sick of all the shit and bitching i just want to be happy and right now i feel like i have forgotten how